Since I didn't respond to messages prior to Tuesday - thank you Cece, Wolf, and Sheena. Your support and prayers mean a lot.
Mullet, I'm sorry I didn't respond sooner, but your willingness to be here for me is also very appreciated!
Thank you for your prayers, too, Firestorm!
And Joe, of course I have to respond to you entirely separately...As my fiance, you know more than words can speak the impact words have on me. I love you. I appreciate all you do for me, for us. I can't wait to see what God has in store for our future together, and I am blessed for the moments of healing and memories, as the last several days have been, as busy as they have also been. Wordswordswords.
What's there more to say? Because of the nature this time of year represents, September 30~October 2 or so is always difficult. Joe has done a tremendous job in keeping me safe these last few days, and I am grateful. I'm currently trying to assess and determine if my mental health is
deteriorating or if it's still just stress. Just...thank you guys for praying for me over the last few days, for tolerating and loving me even in the midst of Tuesday's panic...Maybe someday the scars won't be so prominent. Until then, well, I guess we're along for the ride.
Please continue to keep our whole finding-living-arrangements thing in prayer; I'm anxious and it's driving me up a wall.